it was an omegaverse fanfic in which saruhiko was a bonded omega, and Reisi was trying to court him?, Saru was forced to bond with his rappist, his parents make him abort, (im pretty sure he had scrhizoprenia?) and in the end Saruhiko and Munakata end up together, but its really sad and has a lot of triggers, and its a slow romance but its also a one shot… i think(?)