My wife was a very strong woman, she fought the illness but it cannot give way, I was determine not to let her go from me and I have to spend all I can to keep her for me but everything then seem useless. My life became sorrowful when I got a blow on me that brought my state to doom, for many years I was living in doom and I suffer loneliness. It took me a very long time to take that hurt off my mind until I decided to start a new life again.