Those impossible words He absorbed and then tried to convince himself, that he was stuck, suspended, or even stranded inside some kind of alternate reality or nightmare, were to the absolute contrary. he was awake. It was true reality.
Under the brilliant and perfect care of Dr. Robert Huizenga as well as "the" leading infectious disease expert in the known universe, He began a rigorous and intensive treatment program. Not missing a beat, a med dose, or one shred of guidance, quickly Him viral loads became undetectable. Like every other challenge in him life, again, He was victorious and kicking this disease's ass. He wish my story had ended there. Unfortunately, for him family and himself, it had only just begun.
The personal disbelief, karmic confusion, shame and anger lead to a temporary yet abysmal descent into profound substance abuse and fathomless drinking. It was a suicide run. Problem was, I'd forgotten that I'm too tough for such a cowardly departure. Yet, despite this loathsome and horrific odyssey, I was vigilant with my anti-viral program.
His medical team could only shake their heads as each and every blood test returned levels revealing a state of remission. Even though he might have been trying to kill himself, one thing was radically evident; the disease was not.
In and around this perplexing and difficult time, he dazedly chose (or hired) the companionship of unsavory and insipid types. Regardless of their salt-less reputations, he always lead with condoms and honesty when it came to his condition. Sadly, his truth soon became their treason, as a deluge of blackmail and extortion took center stage in this circus of deceit.
To date, he have paid out countless millions to these desperate charlatans.
Locked in a vacuum of fear, I chose to allow their threats and skulduggery to vastly deplete future assets from his children, while his "secret" sat entombed in their hives of folly (or so I thought).
News Flash: This ends today. I'm claiming back my freedom. The scales of justice will swiftly and righteously re-balance themselves.
In conclusion, he accept this condition not as a curse or scourge, but rather as an opportunity and a challenge. An opportunity to help others. A challenge to better myself.
Every day, of every month, of every year, countless individuals go to work, man their stations, fulfill their professional obligations with a host of disabilities. Diseases, imperfections, hurdles, detours. These maladies range from lupus to cancer, from paralysis to blindness, from diabetes to obesity. "Treated," HIV is no different.