Dear PaPa ...
Where arr you now? Are you ok?
but I'm not, still not.
I'm pretending to be strong, always tell other people " I'm ok " , " I'll be ok " but in fact I'm really not, not enough, not this time, I'm just keep it inside.
I know It may spend a long time but someday I will be better and strong enough, I hope that.
PaPa! I'm so lonely, Can u touch my feeling?
Do u know how much I miss u?, Do u miss me?
I really miss u, PaPa!