this time I understand less, but the second part of your post I think I have understood. You do not believe in my words? I have told the truth. I just realized something our rappporto, we love each other but we have different ideas. I realized that I was the first man for whom you cried, you've suffered. you were the first woman that involved me completely. you have been honest with me I've been honest with you. I told you what I want. you can not and do not want to give it to me, I respect you, but now we can just be friends. we will talk sometimes but nothing more.