I don't mind being beaten or lost. All I'm slightly regretting now from a year is that I couldn't change the person, who was once my boyfriend or whatever took me so long to stick with him, to become a better person he never was. From good love I never got to the breakup-after friendship I'm supposed to get, I don't even get closed to it. Though I'm starting to get climbing to my next level with someone now, there was the moment I was just thinking about how possibly could someone not upgrade himself any bit and stay low all of his life. Anyway, it would be great to see you soon, the new girlfriend of my ex-boyfriend.