Even though you get nice clothes and food here in the palace,it's full of danger and there are so many ways to lose your life.To be able to stay alive'til now,how did i do it?It's that special ability to come back to life and the protection of others.Other people do not have to protect me,and they are not obligated to.What about me? Stupid,weak,unable to protect myself...Now that it has come to this,what should i do?Who else can help me