Dear Walai,
.... I love you very much. I have read the word "sorry", your last communication with Skype. Thank you very much. I appreciate it very much. (Walai, I have tears cried because of you. I never weep no more otherwise. Many years now. But I laid on the bed and wept bitterly.)
Walai, this information is divided into an informal part regarding your request for information and a personal part which reflects my thoughts on the subject of love, devotion, trust, honesty and commitment of the word.
My name is Christian-Cuno Alexander Gotthardt. I was born in 1963 on the 6th of June. (Height: 178 cm / 5'10 "; Eye color: blue; Hair color: blonde, Weight: ~ 73 kg, Stature: Slim.) Place of birth is Diepholz (Ehrenburg) in Lower Saxony, Germany. I was given up for adoption after birth. My biological parents are unknown to me. Shortly after the "up for adoption" I was already adopted by...
- my adoptive mother, Eva Maria Mursch-Gotthardt, age 78, resident 53173 Bonn, Am Büchel 79 - southern part of my hometown.
- my adoptive father, Cuno Gotthardt, a colonel in the Air Force, died in 1973 in Bonn.
(A year earlier, was already adopted my brother Andrew (Andy). Andy was born in 1961, lives in 20357 Hamburg, Grabenstr. 11 c.)
My childhood was spent in Estoril, Portugal from 1964 to 1969. My adoptive father was in a leading position for the airport project "Beja". From 1969 to 1971 we lived in Trier. There, my adoptive father was commander of the location, area of defense 53 West. 1971 was appointed to my adoptive father to Bonn, the former capital of Germany. There he worked in the Ministry of Defence until his death in 1973.
In 1995, my adoptive mother remarried with
- Karlheinz Mursch, Member of the German Parliament. Died in 2002 in Bonn.
So, I live continuously since 1971 in Bonn. My CV ....
First year elementary school in Estoril, Portugal.
Primary school in Trier and Bonn.
High school/ which 5 years in a boarding school in Bonn with the final "higher education" (authorization for the University).
After studying at the University in Bonn for a few semesters. (In the German language and philosophy)
After the study period - setting up my self-employment in the advertising and consulting. (During this time was also my divorced - I've already reported it.) In this area was worked until 2002. Since that time, the advisory activity was only still running. At 49 years old I applied for the pension. I have spent years working very hard and gave everything. I have experienced all the ups and downs of business life. But you have to find the point where is the end.
Since receiving my pension, I'm just working on a fee basis. (The figures of my monthly income you are already known.)
Since 2008/2009 I represent a part of an Italian company in Germany. The owner, Mr Giuliano Triangeli, is a friend of mine. I represent the office in Germany, which is registered legally under 53111 Bonn, Kasernenstrasse 32, Germany. Although I only do the papers and daily correspondence - I have all the major powers. This is a position of trust. Also, I am still active in an advisory manner. This exclusively on a fee basis.
I myself live in the Kasernenstrasse 32 since 2005. It is a small apartment in the city. All I need is close to me. (The site of the city of Bonn I have sent already via Skype.) I lead a normal life like any other person, too. By all rights and obligations. I am righteous, orderly and just a normal citizen of the state. I am quite normal, like every other person, too. Maybe I have the advantage - I have not to worry about my monthly income. I do not work for a monthly income.
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Walai, I hope that the information provided above is helpful for you. It is a short writing, so that you can better understand my family background. If you have any further questions - I will openly and honestly answer everything. Please ask me anything you want to know.
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Walai, you know that I love you. There are hundreds of thoughts and words flowed between us. Please you take to heart: That which happens to us - IT IS NOT A GAME - it is absolutely serious!
Please read everything I have written to you in our time. Word for word. Sometimes it is useful to read the messages several times. I do that too, until I understood every word of yours.
Walai, I know your fears and anxieties. I've read every word of yours. It is not easy to understand what is happening. It does not sound real. It is understandable that you react skeptically. Even your mother I can understand. But it can not end in a prejudgment of the person who tell you: I love you. I want to live with you. I will do everything so that you're happy.
I have. written to you many times - first the inner decision. "Yes" or "No". If you say "Yes" then you can say "Yes, I want" - then we'll be all together. As I have written to you. We walk the path together. Forever. Motivated by our love. With devotion and affection. With mutual respect. A common future. Walai, there will always be a way. Love is the force. Darling, I love you.
Darling, listen to the voice of your heart. I promise you - that your life is my life - I will always be with you. With all the consequences. I love you.
Walai, I'll write more on this topic today. Please remember - I act out of love. I give you my love and affection. Unconditional. I give you my affection and love because I want to do. This is my free will. As I say, I love you. I want to make you happy.
Posted 20/21June, shortly after midnight my time. Walai, I wish you a pleasant day. I love you more than ever. Please think of me like I think about you. I desire you.
Darling, I'll sleep a few hours and take you with me in my dreams. I love you.
Miss you so much !!!
And today we will talk about all other matters. Darling, you're the woman I love.
Love forever - I kiss your heart