oh my dear hony, I,m so sorry hear about your mother, I thought you have a good time with your friends, but now you are sad , I understand you, and I,m here in holland and I can,t do notihing to dry your tears, I wish I could kiss your tears away but I can,t..it is so unfair, and it hurts me also, I hope you feel better soon, and thinking about us togheter in the future, thats how life is ment to be dear, but for me it,s easy to say because I have still both my parents with me, and they will come visit me to morrow, I,m gonna tell them for the first time about ower relation, and tell them That I have found a amazing woman who live in bangkok, and tell them how much I love you, and wanna go there real soon,when I have my vacation in august...don,t be sad to long hony, but give it a place in your heart, because when you are in pain ,I,m also feel your pain as well,oké baby can I see you smiling again soon?? love you you,r in my heart....tell me later about the long weekend you did haveoké baby?...I,m gonna sleep now...bye hony see you later..kisssss