I was thinking about what your father told you about school and for u not to have a boyfriend, I see that u did what your Father ask you to do and you did it. That show's me that you are a very, very good person. I know he just wanted the best for you so I do not know if that was good or bad? But it makes me think may you need to go out with other guys, because you are older now and you know what u are looking for in a guy. Wait need a drink of my coffee ha ha. I want you to be happy, and not later say to your self I did not go out and have fun before I stay with just one person????? It is not easy for me to write this, but it is the right thing to do.