Let’s see… i got many comments about my self confidence, i did SF for that and since then i struggle but a bit. For example.. i’ve always had this thing towards guys that like me.. i k now you might say.. huh marlen what’s wrong with you disliking people liking you? but indeed. Since a little girl i always experienced this repelent towards boys liking me… and whenever i found out about this I would immediately change my behaviour towards that person so they would stop liking me. This was the case if i wasn’t interested in the guy. If I was into liking him as well then I would play the flirting game.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to discriminate boys/men that like me/have a crush on me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience discomfort/ harassment whenever i see a guy watching on me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be affected by the looks of other man or woman around me
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to be equal and one to everyone so i wouldn’t experience the discomfort of being observed all time, as I would be watching me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be liked by other men
I forgive myself that I have acceptd and allowed myself to turn my back on someone else just because they like me