This is the first time I have the opportunity to sit down to send you email. Many problems have been happening here and require much of my time. It would be difficult to explain each one so I will not go into the deals.
There is something bothering me concerning our relationship. Let me begin by telling you a story about what happened to me in the past.
In 2009, I met a ladyboy on LBK. She lived in the Philippines. She was the first ladyboy girlfriend I ever have. She told me about the difficult situation she have financially, so I offered to help her. At that time, I was working a good job and had extra money I could send her and her family.
At first, I sent $50 US, which was about 3 weeks pay for someone working a regular full-time job. I would send that 2 times a month. She always tell me she have no money, so I began to send her $100 US 2 times a month. After some time pass, I increase the amount to between $250 and $400 a month. Then she tell me her family will loss their home but they have a property the grandmother gave them to build a house.
So over the next 6 months, I send her around $5000 US to buy materials to build a house. Her sister have a boyfriend in Australia and he also helped pay for the house. When I go to visit her, I had given her over 1 million pesos, about 750,000 baht. She say she love me and want to spend her life with me. I told her that I love her also and want a future with her but she would have to start budgeting her money and not spend so much all the time.
When I leave the Philippines, her sister and cousin call me on the phone to tell me that she have a boyfriend with money from Australia. Because he have more money, she go with him. After all that I did for her and her family.., now I have nothing but a memory.
When I offer to send you $100 US so you can go see and have party with your family and friend for New Year.., I thought I was doing something nice for you. The first thing you say to me is not "thank you"..,, it is, "I thought you would give me more".., I was shocked and hurt. Just thinking about it now makes me think you are no different then the ladyboy I know in the Philippines. The real reason you are interested in a relationship with me is for money.
I understand things are difficult in the Philippines and in Thailand and many places around the world including here in US. I care about you and I do not want to hold you back. I think you should have more money. I also think you should find someone closer to your age.., not older than 40. Unless he is a millionaire, then you should go with him no matter how old he is.
I am looking to be in a relationship with someone who will love me for the kind of person I am, for the kind of love I have to offer. Someone who can take care of herself now and can be patient while I build my company here. I understand people who have strong focus on money, and that is ok with me, I am not their judge.., but it is not for me and not the kind of person I want to be with.
I think you should continue to look for that guy.., the one with a lot of money to give you as much as you want and more. I am not that guy. You are who you are and I am who I am and we are just not compatible together. Not everyone in this world is meant to be together. You will find someone more rich and I will find someone more conservative and more grateful for what I can offer.
I think you are beautiful and I think you will have no trouble finding someone else. I wish you the best.
Take care always Jung, thank you for letting me get to know you,
This is the first time I have the opportunity to sit down to send you email. Many problems have been happening here and require much of my time. It would be difficult to explain each one so I will not go into the deals.
There is something bothering me concerning our relationship. Let me begin by telling you a story about what happened to me in the past.
In 2009, I met a ladyboy on LBK. She lived in the Philippines. She was the first ladyboy girlfriend I ever have. She told me about the difficult situation she have financially, so I offered to help her. At that time, I was working a good job and had extra money I could send her and her family.
At first, I sent $50 US, which was about 3 weeks pay for someone working a regular full-time job. I would send that 2 times a month. She always tell me she have no money, so I began to send her $100 US 2 times a month. After some time pass, I increase the amount to between $250 and $400 a month. Then she tell me her family will loss their home but they have a property the grandmother gave them to build a house.
So over the next 6 months, I send her around $5000 US to buy materials to build a house. Her sister have a boyfriend in Australia and he also helped pay for the house. When I go to visit her, I had given her over 1 million pesos, about 750,000 baht. She say she love me and want to spend her life with me. I told her that I love her also and want a future with her but she would have to start budgeting her money and not spend so much all the time.
When I leave the Philippines, her sister and cousin call me on the phone to tell me that she have a boyfriend with money from Australia. Because he have more money, she go with him. After all that I did for her and her family.., now I have nothing but a memory.
When I offer to send you $100 US so you can go see and have party with your family and friend for New Year.., I thought I was doing something nice for you. The first thing you say to me is not "thank you"..,, it is, "I thought you would give me more".., I was shocked and hurt. Just thinking about it now makes me think you are no different then the ladyboy I know in the Philippines. The real reason you are interested in a relationship with me is for money.
I understand things are difficult in the Philippines and in Thailand and many places around the world including here in US. I care about you and I do not want to hold you back. I think you should have more money. I also think you should find someone closer to your age.., not older than 40. Unless he is a millionaire, then you should go with him no matter how old he is.
I am looking to be in a relationship with someone who will love me for the kind of person I am, for the kind of love I have to offer. Someone who can take care of herself now and can be patient while I build my company here. I understand people who have strong focus on money, and that is ok with me, I am not their judge.., but it is not for me and not the kind of person I want to be with.
I think you should continue to look for that guy.., the one with a lot of money to give you as much as you want and more. I am not that guy. You are who you are and I am who I am and we are just not compatible together. Not everyone in this world is meant to be together. You will find someone more rich and I will find someone more conservative and more grateful for what I can offer.
I think you are beautiful and I think you will have no trouble finding someone else. I wish you the best.
Take care always Jung, thank you for letting me get to know you,
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