“I know you're not going to like this but, don't you think you should get help?” Himchan braced himself for an angry reaction but it never came, instead Youngjae slowly nodded his head. The older man's breath caught – he was so certain Youngjae would reject the offer. “I'll find you someone good, Youngjae. I promise I'll find you someone who can help.”
I wish I didn't need help. Youngjae thought before he quietly thanked his best friend. I wish I was strong enough to get over this by myself. He wondered what Himchan would think if he knew Daehyun had broken into his apartment more than once. That just yesterday, Jung Daehyun was inside him pressing a gun to his temple. What would Himchan think? What would he do? Youngjae didn't want to find out, he wouldn't get Himchan involved any further.