Yes I understand that people live with pains that even more than half of us doesn't know how it feels, but why take your life away? God still hasn't called you to his presence and he only know why it is not time for you to leave this world. If you do takeour life away youre going to be resting in peace but what about your loved ones you're going to leave them heart broken. Even through the pain you should learn to smile through it and enjoy your life because your life is something precious and trust me every second you keep having faith and enjoy your life the happier and peaceful you will feel with yourself. Wait till God calls you when he decides its time to leave this world to go to aaabetted place