I miss her everyday. I hate we can't be together all the time, I can't change that, so I have to do the best I can with the cards I'm dealt.
So I work hard, 7 days a week, if there was 8 days in a week I would do 8. I very rarely party or waste money on things i don't need. I save for her and make sure she has everything she needs, that's my job.
So in 10 or 20 years I can look in the mirror and know I did the best I could for her, and NOBODY can question me as a father (without losing a few teeth)