I want to be with you and want to help you some if I can be ,to share everything what you meet ,to give you more idea for help about your feel be better ,but this time I can do just only say or give some words for help you get better,hope all I do can help you some...want to share your painful I know you have many thing to clear about your life there ...but onething if you meet all problem you always smile and fight it you will be pass all problem very easy...much strong,this is true life