Sometimes I get sad and lonely like you and I think of how unfair it is that you are so far away but then I read you emails and think that if we lived nearer we wouldn't be able to explore each other through words only.
I know I would be way too busy kissing you and hugging you to want too much conversation so I think that it is maybe a good thing and we can really get to know each other before adding in other dimensions to our relationship.
I am trying to take it just one day at a time and deal with the bumps as they come. I would love to see your face so badly and the pictures you sent me... oh honey you are so very cute.
You are much too good looking to be with a guy like me, but I am very thankful you are. I thank God everyday for bringing you to me and allowing you to be in my life.
When I spoke with my mom about you, I told her about you and she was very happy that you are nice and that you do care about me from your heart darling.
I know my parents have been praying for me since I was little that God would send me a loving lady for me to continue my life with and here you are the answer to their prayers.
It makes me tingle when I think that some day (and soon I hope) I could be married to you and get to spend the rest of my life with you! It makes me excited and scares me a little but I look forward to that day more than ever!
I want to do marriage right with you darling and divorce is not an option for me and my wife. Marriage is for better or worse till death do us part.
I never want to try and take the easy way out, marriage is hard work and I know that I'm ready to marry you my love because I want to be with you forever. Not just until the storm comes.
Let me know what you think my love i will be awaiting your reply as always. I'm thinking about you, praying for you and missing you.
There is a hole in my heart that can only be filled by you my love. I can't wait to hear from you have a good day and I will talk to you soon.
Have a wonderful day darling
You’re Friend, Shane