Baby I know it has been hard to get alone time with all that is going on with my family life and everything else including distance. I have had a lot of changes this year and I am trying to get used to it all....... I apologize the lack of time but my emotions are still with you all day and night I love you and if you can deal with all my misgivings then I am sure it will all work itself out in due time. When that time comes and we are brought together it will be well worth it. I have to be positive as do you. Our time will come