Dear Mickey,
It was so lovely to have spoken to you on Skype and also met your father and daughter.
Some men find intelligent woman make them nervous or a threat, I find beauty without personality or brains pathetic. You already combine both of these.
I really do not know why I feel compelled to write to you the way I am now. But I have put aside everything I was doing and am writing this letter. I feel a need to write these things to you.
May I ask you one thing? I am going to tell you a great deal and ask that this is for your eyes only. If nothing else I have always had a good sense of people’s personalities and in a bizarre way, already trust you. Am I right? I hope to God that I am ha ha.
Firstly, please dispel everything you have read or think about me!!! Ok, so what has been happening to me in the last 20 years? Well first the bad; I will leave out the reasons and blame, because ultimately I made the choices and chose the wrong partners, both at work and in my private life. The first 10 years of this century have not been the best (and that is putting it mildly!) I lost almost everything I had, BUT discovered another side to myself and also have become a better person (I think). I have never felt more confident or positive about the future as I do now. It is easy in hindsight to say ‘what if’, and I do find myself doing it from time to time. However, I believe that the dreams I have for my businesses now are the most ambitious and am positive that I have turned the corner and can see the light, for the first time in many, many years. Mickey, I have aspirations that are far more grandeur than ever before and have more belief than ever in myself. Hell I have made and lost fortunes 3 times in my life.
I think that all that has happened was preordained. My mother, Lorna has become very fragile and it was not until my problems about 2 years ago, that I realised how alone and helpless she was. Here was I living life in the fast lane and did not realise that she rarely cooked for herself and also was becoming more and more forgetful. I try and pretend that I did not know, but I should have been more aware of her condition and popping in twice a month with some food and money was just not enough! So I have the feeling that life needed to teach me to be more compassionate and Dad (in heaven) in his funny way allowed what happened to me, as the only way for me to look after Lorna.
So my private life…well I was living with someone for about 10 years, who was also one of my artists. (Hindsight again, you don’t have to say it, mixing work and play he he). We broke up about a year ago.
So why am I looking for someone online? Because I do not want to be with someone in the industry; another want to be singer, or model, or dancer! I want someone to be with me at this new and exciting stage of my life; the most important time I have ever had! Almost beginning from the start! I want to share everything that lies ahead with someone who also has their dream and ambitions.
Now here is my observations about you. Truth ok? You are very attractive, extremely sensitive, a deep thinker and intelligent (I have told you this already). What I can give you is friendship, understanding, maybe love in time and hopefully that thing we all look for, happiness. I would help you realise your dreams and watch you grow. I would love you unconditionally and support whatever you wanted to do. Morgan, shut up and stop rambling! Ha ha.
By the way, if you do not want a man who is very loving and tactile, then I am not for you. If you do not want a man who wants to massage your head, body and feet then I am certainly not for you lol. I like to push myself and experiment. I feel that I have never ever been able to tell my partner ‘everything’. But I know you want to know about the personal me. I am a hopeless romantic (just in case you missed this the first tome), that has been looking for the right person all of my life. I have had lovers who were not friends. I feel that I have never found the right girl to take on my journey. I want a person to be able to give 100% and for them to give me 100%. I am also obsessed with hygiene.
Mickey, I want to be one with a woman and I need to find this want in the woman that I will spend the rest of my life with. I want to be at times her husband but other times her lover. I want nothing to be wrong or impossible and to make her feel like she has never been loved before. Think about such unbelievable love, times it by 10 and then infinity. Do you want this with the right man?
I am a man with an insatiable appetite for life and to love and be loved. I am an absolute romantic and I believe I have been put here for a higher purpose and am sometimes torn by many conflicts; environmentalists, part revolutionary, philosopher (in my dreams) and visionary (debateable).
Ok, I have bored the shit out of you and will stop. At least you know something’s more about me.
One more important thing? The situation with your daughter is not an easy one because of her age and her assimilating into British schooling. The problem with her is more severe than it is with you, but you also need to think about this as your English needs to also improve. Please think carefully about what I have written.
Now I want to hear all about you. Just tell me the person inside; your dreams, wants, needs loves, hates, fantasises, fears…but most important that you are the woman I hope you are.
Please do not forget to send me more photos.
Speak soon darling. I miss you.
Best regards,
Morgan
x
Dear Mickey,
It was so lovely to have spoken to you on Skype and also met your father and daughter.
Some men find intelligent woman make them nervous or a threat, I find beauty without personality or brains pathetic. You already combine both of these.
I really do not know why I feel compelled to write to you the way I am now. But I have put aside everything I was doing and am writing this letter. I feel a need to write these things to you.
May I ask you one thing? I am going to tell you a great deal and ask that this is for your eyes only. If nothing else I have always had a good sense of people’s personalities and in a bizarre way, already trust you. Am I right? I hope to God that I am ha ha.
Firstly, please dispel everything you have read or think about me!!! Ok, so what has been happening to me in the last 20 years? Well first the bad; I will leave out the reasons and blame, because ultimately I made the choices and chose the wrong partners, both at work and in my private life. The first 10 years of this century have not been the best (and that is putting it mildly!) I lost almost everything I had, BUT discovered another side to myself and also have become a better person (I think). I have never felt more confident or positive about the future as I do now. It is easy in hindsight to say ‘what if’, and I do find myself doing it from time to time. However, I believe that the dreams I have for my businesses now are the most ambitious and am positive that I have turned the corner and can see the light, for the first time in many, many years. Mickey, I have aspirations that are far more grandeur than ever before and have more belief than ever in myself. Hell I have made and lost fortunes 3 times in my life.
I think that all that has happened was preordained. My mother, Lorna has become very fragile and it was not until my problems about 2 years ago, that I realised how alone and helpless she was. Here was I living life in the fast lane and did not realise that she rarely cooked for herself and also was becoming more and more forgetful. I try and pretend that I did not know, but I should have been more aware of her condition and popping in twice a month with some food and money was just not enough! So I have the feeling that life needed to teach me to be more compassionate and Dad (in heaven) in his funny way allowed what happened to me, as the only way for me to look after Lorna.
So my private life…well I was living with someone for about 10 years, who was also one of my artists. (Hindsight again, you don’t have to say it, mixing work and play he he). We broke up about a year ago.
So why am I looking for someone online? Because I do not want to be with someone in the industry; another want to be singer, or model, or dancer! I want someone to be with me at this new and exciting stage of my life; the most important time I have ever had! Almost beginning from the start! I want to share everything that lies ahead with someone who also has their dream and ambitions.
Now here is my observations about you. Truth ok? You are very attractive, extremely sensitive, a deep thinker and intelligent (I have told you this already). What I can give you is friendship, understanding, maybe love in time and hopefully that thing we all look for, happiness. I would help you realise your dreams and watch you grow. I would love you unconditionally and support whatever you wanted to do. Morgan, shut up and stop rambling! Ha ha.
By the way, if you do not want a man who is very loving and tactile, then I am not for you. If you do not want a man who wants to massage your head, body and feet then I am certainly not for you lol. I like to push myself and experiment. I feel that I have never ever been able to tell my partner ‘everything’. But I know you want to know about the personal me. I am a hopeless romantic (just in case you missed this the first tome), that has been looking for the right person all of my life. I have had lovers who were not friends. I feel that I have never found the right girl to take on my journey. I want a person to be able to give 100% and for them to give me 100%. I am also obsessed with hygiene.
Mickey, I want to be one with a woman and I need to find this want in the woman that I will spend the rest of my life with. I want to be at times her husband but other times her lover. I want nothing to be wrong or impossible and to make her feel like she has never been loved before. Think about such unbelievable love, times it by 10 and then infinity. Do you want this with the right man?
I am a man with an insatiable appetite for life and to love and be loved. I am an absolute romantic and I believe I have been put here for a higher purpose and am sometimes torn by many conflicts; environmentalists, part revolutionary, philosopher (in my dreams) and visionary (debateable).
Ok, I have bored the shit out of you and will stop. At least you know something’s more about me.
One more important thing? The situation with your daughter is not an easy one because of her age and her assimilating into British schooling. The problem with her is more severe than it is with you, but you also need to think about this as your English needs to also improve. Please think carefully about what I have written.
Now I want to hear all about you. Just tell me the person inside; your dreams, wants, needs loves, hates, fantasises, fears…but most important that you are the woman I hope you are.
Please do not forget to send me more photos.
Speak soon darling. I miss you.
Best regards,
Morgan
x
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