I know i did something very terrible to you by just leaving you without a word.
I hope you can understand the feelings i had towards you and i struggled very hard with myself to leave you because i really loved you, but i couldn't find a possible way that we can be together as a couple.
I thought it will be better for you if just forget me. I thought it will be better for you not to suffer day by day waiting for me,thinking of me and love me and then i disappoint you.
Honestly i was afraid that i will disappoint you one day and then you have to suffer even more because of me.
But i can not do this.
I can not go away and leave you behind without any word.
I dont want to see you cry about such a bad person that i am.
I can not tell you how sorry i am. I guess somehow anyone who talks to me will hate me in the end.