And what if you say to me, "Pastor John, I don't feel like looking at God. I just want to go home and watch television. I just want to be with my friends. I just want to eat and work on my house. I don't feel any desire to look to God"? To this I respond, "If there is any remnant of fear, if there is any shred of desire to desire, O endangered sinner, use it to pray the promise of Deuteronomy 30:6, 'O Lord circumcise my heart―change my heart―to love you with all my heart and soul, so that I may live, and all things may work together for my good. Have mercy upon me that I may love you. '