Hello dear how are you? It is 12am Local time here in Birmingham ..... i sit awake i couldn't sleep any more i was thinking about you , ..... I am scared that you may disappoint me ...... because of what you said yesterday ....... I have told you time without number that ..... since 8years now i lose my late wife you are the only woman i have promise that i will marry ........ you are the only woman i love in my life ........ that is why i told my boss about my coming over to Thailand to meet you face to face ...... But now to be honest with you i am scared because of what you said that if my 7years old son will accept you and my 7years old son did not like you and he love a woman which i don't even know ...... a woman i don't even talk to since she add me