In the beginning I didn't think you

In the beginning I didn't think you did something wrong, I was just shocked you wasn't sleeping.
But then at 2-3am you said "I'm sorry" and I asked why, then you said "I just finished doing something", I asked "where were you?" And "what were you doing? " , then you said again "I'm sorry" at that point I was starting to getting worried.

Then you said "you may be angry with me" -> when you said that I got worried and the bad thinking started to control my thoughts.

Then when you said "I just wanted you to know that what I do is good for us" and that make feel confused because how can be something bad good for me, I was realizing it was not bad, but I still scary, confused and still not understanding the situation.

Then you said "I can't tell you", (remember that I was scared and confused with strange and random thoughts trying to guess or know what happened), so when you said that it make be more confused and started to make questions like "why she says "she can't tell me", "she is sorry" and "I would be angry" when she is doing "something good for us"???"

Then you said you were at your sister's condo and knew it is not what appears to be, and is what you said " You are misunderstanding all the situation".

Then you said "I will explain later" but I was like with a nail in my head and dying to know what is all about and what happened