Was I lying right through my teethwhen I said I was trustworthyI said I’d never ever live this wayI’m turning into everything I hateWell I was reckless with your loveI know I never gave you enoughWell is it all slipping away from meI can’t be anything you want me to beAll, ripped away from meI can’t be anything you want me to beMy heart is heavy and it keeps me to the groundMy eyes are swollen cause I can’t have you aroundAll ripped away from me, I can’t be anything you want me to beI didn’t have the strength to just come cleanFeeling weak and hurt it seemsThat I can never look you in the faceDon’t have the spine to go to your placeWhat can I do? What can I say?After all I pushed you awayIf you ever forgive me now it would be too soon