Ah Nat I have never wanted to hurt your feelings... I told you if Ah Nat can remember our first time together what I told you? I am sorry I hurt you and said all the unkind words to you. My reason is I do not think I can be with you for a life time but it's better you find a better person to really love you. Now in hospital I regret all the love you gave me and I never treated you nice. I am sorry may be in next life you can be with me as real. For now I can only suffer for hurting you. I heard from Faifon you are going to Egypt... Take care dear I wish you well and happiness and good hdalth