My dearest joy
I have been open and honest with you from the first day we met, I am so sad that I am unable to communicate with you more easily, I don't think you truly understand how I feel when you touch me or even hold my hand, let alone have you show your true love of me, some times I think this is just a game to you, I am sadden that you seem to balance things with time and money and not your heart and feelings, this has caused me much pain, I am so sorry for any of my mistakes I have made and
I do understand that you my not truly have any strong feelings for me, and ask you to be totally honest with me.You have tested my true feelings towards you on so many occasions that I now question where my life is heading.
I can't wait to see you,
I love you sincerely.
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