Imagine loving somebody so much. Sometimes being jealous and worried about them but thinking "no I trust them, I love them". Being so happy just thinking about them. Hugging your pillow every night thinking it was them. Always thinking of new things to do for them. Then one day something strange happens, you mention it and they go quiet. You ask your friends what it means because you worry so much. They tell you bad things. You don't believe it but now it's in your head. You try to talk with them but they don't answer.