When my ex broke up with me back in March after four and a half years, I was devastated...but after I found out that she had cheated on me, and when she refused to give me back my beautiful cat, refused to pay me back 13,000baht (apartment deposit money) and then phoned me up and called me every bad name under the sun, I grew to despise her and all I felt was pure anger and hatred towards her. This is different...I know Yui loves me and I still love her and what we had was special. This is so hard. My heart feels like it has been physically ripped out of my chest