Hi Auan…I miss you so much. I wonder that when will you come to see me next time? If you cannot come on this Sunday, you can come on Monday. I need to talk to you lots. It is very important and it will be the important day to make decision. Please do not worry that I do not ask you to marry me in public :D I will print out our story and I would like you to read them when I am with you. Also, I will turn a clip video on and listen to them with you. I want you to read and listen to them with your heart. The more important is, it is weekends so we can spend time together longer. I do not want you to come to me and spend time with me shortly. I do want you in a rush like you have to come to see your friend after. I just want to spend time with you Auan. About making decision that I mentioned before, it is about our business. This is a final decision because business should start on June 1st . I respect to your decision and your answer. I will not say that well you do not join with me so we should be friend…..I am not mean like that na Auan. You know I fell for you already and I will keep loving you :D. I prefer you to read our story on papers not on your phone. I would like you to take time and read it slowly, read with your heart. That is the reason why I want you to come see me. We will make a face to face conversation and I would like you hear an answer from you. I love you so much and I do not want to put pressure on you much (I am worry that you will be mad at me) but I have to start to talk about business since there was no sign of any progress of my businesses for a while. It likes I start my new life with these business (I put myself on this business), from now on I will estimate my working skill and my love that I gave to you. And I am running out of money so businesses need to be launched very very soon. Hey…the point is not about money, I am just telling you. I am not worry about money because I know I am capable of finding money. What I want is you, only you. I would like to prove that this love is amazing and special like I thought or not. You know love inspires me to do everything for you. I would like to feel that this love is real? It is not a dream?. You know I am so proud of myself that I can do something for my lover and I get a support from someone who I love. This makes me be able to keep walking and working. I want to prove that my love or our love (which we share to each other) can support our business to be successful. Everyone will surprise about us. I want us to be happy, to be perfect couple, even though I know it is not easy. I want you to use your heart feel me. Babe.. it is not only sad story na…If you know more story about us (from the first night we met), you will be so surprise and you will not believe yourself that there is one girl who is crazy on you soooooooooooo much. I attracted to you, it was not because you were handsome man. You had something special more than that. Yeah your heart was so handsome, I could feel that. I do not know how I think of that even though we do not hang out often. You know my friends think that you are not in Thailand but you are here in Thailand. I thought I feel far from you sometimes. By the way I thought you are special. I will tell you about how funny and cute you are later. I love you na Auan. The best thing for me is I am not hesitate tell you that I love you :D Miss you na Auan