You can have ALL of those things if you were to have a Good, Farang Mate. But then you must stop HIDING and open yourself to a good man. You must meet him, get to know him, fall in love with him and allow him to fall in love with you. WHEN all of that has happened, you can have all of these things. If you are looking just for a rich man to give you these things right away, you will be disappointed. EVEN WORSE, listen to wisdom here and talk to a MONK for confirmation of what I say, if you get these things just because of money, you will HURT THE MAN and you WILL LOSE ALL OF THESE THINGS. This is karma. You and I are BOTH BUDDHISTS [surprised?] The law of the wheel revolves. Do good and good comes to you. Do bad [and lying to get money from a Farang is BAD!] and bad things happen to you. Go to the wat and tam boon and ask for guidance. THEN, when you are finished, you can back to me and NOT BEFORE! ร