thank you for sharing your thoughts with me I think there is a slight misunderstanding about my last letter, what I meant was - 'was Kay assisting you with writing your letters', as your wording in letters was so good, I did not mean that your or Kay's giving should be conditional. Unconditional giving is akin to love I feel, it is inner beauty. Whereas cheating on your best friend is inner ugliness. We all have to be disciplined to do the right by others. It sounds like the military are jealous of individuals making profit, I seen on the international news the military closed down many small traders at a beach resort. It sound like a semi communist state. You are fortunate to have a loving family now. Now is your mum? Just looking at your photos, your mum seems like a gentle soul and I thing you look like a gentle soul too.