Dear Wouter!
What a wonderful gift it was for me to talk to you over the phone on
the St Valentine's Day! Hearing your pleasant voice made me feel like
I was in the Heaven. Your voice took me to the moon! It was not a
dream. I felt we were together. It seemed there wasn't the great space
between us. Hearing your voice helped me to realise I was not just
dreaming, I was not living in my dreams, I had found a real man of
mine. My dear Wouter, I think I like you more than I thought. Thank
you for all your efforts to make our communication possible and our
relationship to prosper. And thanks a lot for sending me the funds for
our correspondence. I've paid for a month of the translation services
and put the balance for sending pictures.
It is very kind of you to pay a compliment to my English. Indeed, I
felt very glad I understood you, but I have yet much to learn. I am
sorry I couldn't understand everything you were telling me. I think my
pronunciation was terrible, but I'm very pleased to get your kind
opinion about it. I believe your heart is still on fire. I am having
the same feelings towards you. And I wish I would feel it for the rest
of my life. My heart is telling me you're the one for me and I hope my
heart is not mistaking. I am very very happy your parents and your
sister are very positive about me. When I told my parents about us
they looked surprised for a while. When speaking about you my mother
was elated to see my shining eyes. My father said if he could he
wouldn't let me go at all. He still thinks I'm a little girl. Of
course, my father understands I should live my own life.
Thank you for your wishing me a nice St Valentine's Day. This Day is
amazing if you have somebody who cares of you. The tradition of the St
Valentine's Day celebrating was borrowed by my country not very long
ago. Since then each year on the 14th day of the second month people
in relationships have spent the time with each other and done things
for the person who is most dear to them. So you can imagine how I felt
without having you by my side that day. Nevertheless, I consider
myself the luckiest girl on the planet knowing that you are in my
life.
I appreciate you made some investigations on the things I would need
to do for my trip to your place. I'd love to do everything to visit
you, meet your parents and Winnie and see the place you live in. I
think I should start with applying for my international passport. As
far as I know it gets about 2 months to get it. I cannot help waiting
for our meeting in May. It seems so long in coming, but I know that
the time flies. You are a wonderful person and I can't help waiting to
find myself in your arms. :-) My heart says that we have the
possibility of a wonderful future together. I certainly hope so. I am
thinking of our first meeting and how our eyes will meet despite the
crowds. We will finally see each other in the flesh and will rush to
hold each other at last. I am sure that we will kiss and we will
totally ignore the other people there and the hole world will pass us
by because we will be caught up in the moment of finally having each
other.
Sometimes I feel frightened of my dreams because in them I am truly
happy. Adding to my confusion the fact that the person who owns my
heart is a wonderful person (inside and out).
I believe you enjoyed your training in the gym. It's very nice of you
to have me always on your mind. I'm thinking of you, too.
Looking forward to your letter.
Ira.