thank you how this can happen oh my goodness gracious you guys
0:04I hope you're excited because I know I am it's my first video on my own
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0:15hanging out waiting for me to post my videos
0:17I'm so as promised my first video is going to be my coming out story
0:21so all hop into our time capsules and travel back to my sophomore year high
0:25school
0:26where my story begins so where my story ends
0:30is finals week I'm sophomore year the weekend
0:34the week before finals week our teachers me that we're all stressed out with our
0:37finals and everything
0:39so they gave us homework week the week before finals
0:42so I thought to myself law and its handiwork week at school on
0:46do I really need to go to school on
0:49so I didn't go to school I went to the library instead
0:52ditching school going to library I'm a really bad kid
0:55so something about my high school you a shiner it was located on a college
0:59campus
1:00so as high schoolers were XY and with
1:03look what college kids and the consequence don't really like that there
1:07was a high school
1:07on their campus so from the get-go we were
1:11always picked on but this particular group
1:14I love college kids like to pick on me because I'm
1:18but because i'm gay because I would just take their bowling and
1:23not really do much about it but this week
1:27when I went to the library I'm to going to school
1:31they were there and they were just kinda having a field day with me they were
1:35throwing stuff me calling me
1:36on me names so I I already had it
1:40with these guys and then this kind for me over the head with them
1:44so the next day Dean
1:48I didn't want to go to school because i dont wanna run into them
1:51at on campus so I had am
1:55this guy that I was talking to at the time calming insect to school
1:59so I can just stay at home and do my project there I'm
2:03I didn't really think it how before I had him call me in Sec
2:07because the gay guy calling in sick
2:10am as main father might not been a good idea
2:13and when he did call and the the office
2:17attack immediately knew that was not my father
2:20and she said I'm going to be calling X father right now
2:24to him know what's going on so I am certainly started like
2:27freaking out I was like high school my parents are gonna find out
2:31when I N Dale so I comment out right away and I talent
2:35dad I have my friend calling in sick from one period cycle class project
2:40am I'm paying their to score and he says OK pitcher
2:43by your back in Sabre packager
2:47pack right back to school immediately and was freaking out
2:50I am site I i'm I'm in the clear like I'm good to go
2:54and go to school yesterday I am
2:57ban all my friends start taxing mean calling like
3:01you are in so much four wheeler it school right now I am
3:05because the principal was just furious in the office
3:09people are furious at me that I would even try to poll such a stir
3:12however I am so I wait til & the Gang
3:16and I went to see I went to me with my principal
3:20and the tom was going on and right when I walked into his office
3:24I immediately started bursting into tears I am
3:28I don't really crying match so this was
3:32and I think he he knew something was out by me
3:36not coming to school that day so he he had no idea what was going on
3:41but he didn't know for sure so I walked into his office adjuster crying
3:46and I told him that these these guys are picking on me because I'm gay
3:50and right when I said that word that was the first time I have ever told anyone
3:54by homosexuality so that
3:57just to me was like a big pain dr.
4:01I'll so that's how I came up to the first person
4:06so I told him all the story what happened that day the week before
4:11and my mother call right
4:15when higher talking about what was going on
4:19and he he told my mother next time trouble he's here with me
4:23we're taking care and she asks why
4:27I'm not in trouble I'll and he asked permission for me to tell my mother
4:32and I said it was okay so my prince law
4:35actually told my mom Diane game
4:39so he came out the closet for me was actually really nice because he was my
4:44support system he was always there for me from that moment on
4:47before then too but I didn't really take advantage that were from
4:50at my liking out him on till I graduate high school
4:54I it was just always using him as a resource like
4:58you help me with any problem that had Bay
5:01he told my mother that I was that I was gay and then she told my father
5:06so coming home from school that there was a little bit awkward because
5:10hiding actually go to school I ditched school
5:14and then I came out the closet my parents the same day
5:18argument everyone the same day so
5:21I was kinda like control for not going to school but more
5:24my parents were like comforting because I
5:28came out the closet and this is like on new to them said
5:31they both took it pretty well am
5:34my father I just don't know really talk about it all
5:38at all but my mom is completely wide open with the whole
5:42subject I'm my father and I don't really
5:45speak much about it which is totally fine because I'd rather not
5:50that a little bit awkward for clapped
5:53sundar at least for me with my dad
5:57am my brothers totally okay and he's totally supportive of me
6:01I'm we got from done well owning
6:04might owe my principal I'm gay my
6:08it was like a whole new world is just such a weight lifted off my shoulders
6:12and it felt like a whole new person he told me
6:16when I walked into his office he opened the door and let me on his like
6:19there's a whole new world free right now so you better be prepared
6:23because there's a lot of discrimination there's a lot of a teacher that goes on
6:28for gay people am and I'm there they really is
6:31obviously even before I was out because it is getting picked on
6:35so my advice anyone that's on the causes us to stay strong
6:40and come out when you're ready don't try to force urself
6:43to come out I came out time it was necessary for mankind i feel like i
6:48definitely wasn't ready to come out but one side
6:51did come out I was fine with the way they did
6:55that it did happen but my advice to you is definitely
7:00be prepared when you're doing because it is the scariest thing
7:03doing your whole life is gonna have to overreact to:
7:08yeah
7:11so
7:16all rights lowers my coming out story I'm when I was younger I definitely will
7:20not have picture to be anything
7:22like actually was but I'm so thankful that I had the people in my life that
7:26helped me through the whole process
7:27sorry posting videos every Wednesday from now on so make sure you are
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7:35I don't see you next week good