Before I noticed, I had returned to our inn.
I was collapsed on the bed.
I have no idea.
I have no idea about anything at all.
I don't think about anything.
There was a rustling from inside my clothing.
When I had taken a look, I found writing paper.
I crushed it and threw it away.
I didn't want to do anything.
Thinking about it, it was the first time I was treated coldly by my parents.
Both in my previous life, and my current life.
Something this or that, my parents had spoiled me.
Just now Paul completely rejected me.
That attitude was... that's right.
It was the attitude that my siblings had shown when they had thrown me out of the house.
What did I do wrong?
I don't understand.
I had planned to do things right.
Even when I think back, I hadn't made any fatal errors in judgement.
If I were to venture a guess, it'd be relying on Ruijerd at the beginning.
Even while doubting that God, I had followed his advice and saved Ruijerd.
I tried my best to speak happily about my journey too.
Though there's also the fact I had gotten carried away, I hadn't wanted to worry Paul, and there was also my ego.
'I managed to do all this', I had wanted to say.
To Paul, it's possible that it wasn't funny.
To Paul's companions as well, as expected it wasn't funny.
I really slipped up.
I didn't intend to prioritize Sylphy over my mother.
I mean, Paul and Norn were there.
I had thought that Zenith was alright as well, right?
No, that's an excuse, isn't it?
At that moment, I hadn't thought of Zenith at all.
It was Paul that had brought up the topic of women.
I haven't laid my hands on Eris at all.
I was told off by Paul who had a history of cheating.
That's why I had the right to...
Ahh, so that's how it is?
Could it be that Paul hasn't laid his hands on them?
I see.
If that's the case then of course he'd be mad.
Okay. I feel like I'm a little more collected now.
Alright.
Tomorrow, I'll talk to him one more time.
At any rate, even Paul just got a bit emotional.
Wasn't there a case like this before, as well?
If we talk, he'll understand.
Right, it'll be okay.
Even I worry about my family. It's not like I don't.
That I didn't investigate was because I missed out on the information a little.
Certainly, it's painful that in this year and a half that I could have searched the Demon Continent, I didn't do anything.
Still, I'm still alive.
I'll work things out somehow.
Exactly.