Sun Ho stepped out into the rather vast garden while his servant went off, to prepare for the morning meal. Sun Ho was staring at the scene and his mind was far away, deep in his thoughts. Sun Ho walked on the path absent-mindedly till he was in the bamboo grove. The rustling sound on the fallen leaves when Sun Ho stepped on it, resembled his cluttered mind. Sun Ho felt restless and aggitated but he could not pinpoint why he felt this way in this bright sunny morning.
"I see you are in mood for admiring scenary this morning." A deep, charismatic voice came to Sun Ho's mind. All of a sudden, his tense feelings seemed to have calmed down. Sun Ho turned around and saw him again. Junjin was in his armour suit and in a brief moment, Sun Ho was sure that he saw his pale blue hair and golden iris. When Sun Ho blinked his eyes and he saw Junjin's ordinary black eyes and dark brown hair. He still have that arrogant airs around him as he moved towards to Sun Ho.
"I thought he had left?" Sun Ho was thinking to himself. "Why is he here?"
"What happen to you?" Junjin grabbed Sun Ho's wrist and stared hard at him. From far, he saw Sun Ho's slender silhouette. Initially, Junjin assumed that Sun Ho's hair colour was due to the sunlight. Now, being up close, Junjin realized that Sun Ho's hair indeed was dark purple and a fine red line was seen between his brows. That was no ordinary red line, it was a sacred seal but Junjin had never seen this kind of seal before. What was with that seal on Sun Ho? Junjin was pondering about it and did not realized that he simply stared blankly at Sun Ho.
"Isn't this cause by you?" Sun Ho replied scarastically. He recalled what happened last night and he turned his face away. Sun Ho was not able to look into Junjin's eyes without feeling awkward and blushing.
"Caused by me?" Junjin strained his eyes at Sun Ho and repeated. In a flash, Junjin grinned. "So, after what I did to you last night, you turned into a demon." Junjin cupped Sun Ho's face and forced him to look at him. Junjin's smile widen when he saw Sun Ho's blushing and he was excited about it. Junjin pulled Sun Ho into a hug and sniffed at Sun Ho's lovely scent.
"Don't you dare touch me again. I have already make it clear to you that once I become a demon, you will be the first to be slain by me!" Sun Ho struggled and was trying to break free from Junjin's arms. Sun Ho succeded and he tumbled a few steps backward. Sun Ho felt himself at a loss whenever he was with Junjin and he would not want to let Junjin see through his expression.
"Be my guest. If you are able to take my life. Otherwise, you have to be by my side forever and enjoyed the immortality that we are bestowed with. In this way, you are free from rebirth." Junjin spoke coldly and he was not joking at all.
"You.." Sun Ho was speechless. He knew that with his current ability, he could not defeat Junjin unless he turned into a demon. However, Sun Ho was unsure if he could defeat Junjin after turning into a demon. No one could guarantee this. Sun Ho stared bitterly at Junjin as he could not think of any way to subdue him. Something in Junjin's eyes caught Sun Ho's attention. "Having a never-ending life is also a pathetic situation? Maybe that is how Junjin felt now and that is why he seek his death so openly."
"What are you thinking about as if you lost your soul?" Junjin smirked wickedly.
"Why do you keep insisting that am your destinated lover and I had to be with you forever. You talked about afterlife, past life and dimension travel as if it is fun for you. I do not understand and I do not want to be an immortal." Sun Ho looked at Junjin helplessly and bit his lips.
"I have already said. Your afterlife owed me all this. I merely travelled into the past and found you in this life. You have the same soul as Andy. You have to atone for the sufferings that you caused me centuries later. For that, you have to be my lover for eternity till I am bored with you and abandon you." Junjin hissed into Sun Ho's ears.
Junjin definitely love Sun Ho but his pride did not allow him to confess his love to Sun Ho. Junjin loved Andy so much that he tasted the sufferings of loneliness after Andy left him. Junjin did not know the meaning of love till Andy came into his life and that was the best part of his life. Now, he found Sun Ho and he could love and be loved again. Sun Ho would never know how elated that Junjin was when he found him in this life and that Junjin found meaning in his life again.
There is nothing awful of being an immortal. Junjin was already an immortal when he had senses and that was centuries ago? or longer? But to Junjin, without his lover, he could not bear even a minute or second of his immortality. Sun Ho would not understand all this. Whether its Sun Ho in this life or Andy in the next life, they are resisting him after coming into his lfe. Both of them made him suffered so much but it will not be so again. Junjin vowed to end his sufferinhs here, no matter what it cost here.
"Its not fair about me making unknown repayment for what you mention, my afterlife. The future is too far away for me, I..." Sun Ho stopped in his sentence as he saw the familiar expression in Junjin's eyes again. Yes, Junjin's eyes had that loneliness again, those feelings that he wanted to hide but was tormenting him further. Sun Ho's heart feel for him again. How Junjin lived all this while? Those painful expression seemed that he was living in misery, no difference from Hell.
"The world is unfair anyway. You, human, respected those in the temple as deity and paid respect to them. Whereas, those that dwelled in mountain or dark forest are demons, evil creatures. Those who can be re-born again are called human.This is the stupidest terminology that you humand created. So in your so call 'human's eyes, I am the demon. My kind are thelow life demons. So is this fair to me! Answer me!" Junjin grabbed Sun Ho's waist violently and crashed his icy lips onto Sun Ho's warm lips.
Sun Ho stepped out into the rather vast garden while his servant went off, to prepare for the morning meal. Sun Ho was staring at the scene and his mind was far away, deep in his thoughts. Sun Ho walked on the path absent-mindedly till he was in the bamboo grove. The rustling sound on the fallen leaves when Sun Ho stepped on it, resembled his cluttered mind. Sun Ho felt restless and aggitated but he could not pinpoint why he felt this way in this bright sunny morning."I see you are in mood for admiring scenary this morning." A deep, charismatic voice came to Sun Ho's mind. All of a sudden, his tense feelings seemed to have calmed down. Sun Ho turned around and saw him again. Junjin was in his armour suit and in a brief moment, Sun Ho was sure that he saw his pale blue hair and golden iris. When Sun Ho blinked his eyes and he saw Junjin's ordinary black eyes and dark brown hair. He still have that arrogant airs around him as he moved towards to Sun Ho."I thought he had left?" Sun Ho was thinking to himself. "Why is he here?""What happen to you?" Junjin grabbed Sun Ho's wrist and stared hard at him. From far, he saw Sun Ho's slender silhouette. Initially, Junjin assumed that Sun Ho's hair colour was due to the sunlight. Now, being up close, Junjin realized that Sun Ho's hair indeed was dark purple and a fine red line was seen between his brows. That was no ordinary red line, it was a sacred seal but Junjin had never seen this kind of seal before. What was with that seal on Sun Ho? Junjin was pondering about it and did not realized that he simply stared blankly at Sun Ho."Isn't this cause by you?" Sun Ho replied scarastically. He recalled what happened last night and he turned his face away. Sun Ho was not able to look into Junjin's eyes without feeling awkward and blushing."Caused by me?" Junjin strained his eyes at Sun Ho and repeated. In a flash, Junjin grinned. "So, after what I did to you last night, you turned into a demon." Junjin cupped Sun Ho's face and forced him to look at him. Junjin's smile widen when he saw Sun Ho's blushing and he was excited about it. Junjin pulled Sun Ho into a hug and sniffed at Sun Ho's lovely scent."Don't you dare touch me again. I have already make it clear to you that once I become a demon, you will be the first to be slain by me!" Sun Ho struggled and was trying to break free from Junjin's arms. Sun Ho succeded and he tumbled a few steps backward. Sun Ho felt himself at a loss whenever he was with Junjin and he would not want to let Junjin see through his expression."Be my guest. If you are able to take my life. Otherwise, you have to be by my side forever and enjoyed the immortality that we are bestowed with. In this way, you are free from rebirth." Junjin spoke coldly and he was not joking at all."You.." Sun Ho was speechless. He knew that with his current ability, he could not defeat Junjin unless he turned into a demon. However, Sun Ho was unsure if he could defeat Junjin after turning into a demon. No one could guarantee this. Sun Ho stared bitterly at Junjin as he could not think of any way to subdue him. Something in Junjin's eyes caught Sun Ho's attention. "Having a never-ending life is also a pathetic situation? Maybe that is how Junjin felt now and that is why he seek his death so openly.""What are you thinking about as if you lost your soul?" Junjin smirked wickedly."Why do you keep insisting that am your destinated lover and I had to be with you forever. You talked about afterlife, past life and dimension travel as if it is fun for you. I do not understand and I do not want to be an immortal." Sun Ho looked at Junjin helplessly and bit his lips."I have already said. Your afterlife owed me all this. I merely travelled into the past and found you in this life. You have the same soul as Andy. You have to atone for the sufferings that you caused me centuries later. For that, you have to be my lover for eternity till I am bored with you and abandon you." Junjin hissed into Sun Ho's ears.Junjin definitely love Sun Ho but his pride did not allow him to confess his love to Sun Ho. Junjin loved Andy so much that he tasted the sufferings of loneliness after Andy left him. Junjin did not know the meaning of love till Andy came into his life and that was the best part of his life. Now, he found Sun Ho and he could love and be loved again. Sun Ho would never know how elated that Junjin was when he found him in this life and that Junjin found meaning in his life again.There is nothing awful of being an immortal. Junjin was already an immortal when he had senses and that was centuries ago? or longer? But to Junjin, without his lover, he could not bear even a minute or second of his immortality. Sun Ho would not understand all this. Whether its Sun Ho in this life or Andy in the next life, they are resisting him after coming into his lfe. Both of them made him suffered so much but it will not be so again. Junjin vowed to end his sufferinhs here, no matter what it cost here."Its not fair about me making unknown repayment for what you mention, my afterlife. The future is too far away for me, I..." Sun Ho stopped in his sentence as he saw the familiar expression in Junjin's eyes again. Yes, Junjin's eyes had that loneliness again, those feelings that he wanted to hide but was tormenting him further. Sun Ho's heart feel for him again. How Junjin lived all this while? Those painful expression seemed that he was living in misery, no difference from Hell."The world is unfair anyway. You, human, respected those in the temple as deity and paid respect to them. Whereas, those that dwelled in mountain or dark forest are demons, evil creatures. Those who can be re-born again are called human.This is the stupidest terminology that you humand created. So in your so call 'human's eyes, I am the demon. My kind are thelow life demons. So is this fair to me! Answer me!" Junjin grabbed Sun Ho's waist violently and crashed his icy lips onto Sun Ho's warm lips.
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