Hello my beloved darling,How are you doing this weekend? I sincerely appreciate your good and heart-warming message. You are the best woman in my lonely life. I always feel happy each time I read your message. Your message always put a sweet smile on my face.Honey, there is something I never really speak of. But I will have to tell you; my dad was verbally and physically abusive toward my mom and I can remember being about 12 yrs old and watching my dad pull my mom by her hair across the yard and seeing my mom come home with a black eye, It’s awful and I can never do that to any woman and this are the way most women are treated by some men.I still have bad thoughts about those days. It took me a long time to forgive my dad for his actions but I have forgiven him. I also went through a bad experience when my ex abandons me. So I have had some bad experiences in my life and only pray and hope I never have to experience anything like that again. I will wait for your response again.Best Regard......Raymond Santayana