Someone I can share some good times n laughs with.
Someone who will stand with me and make me feel strong and who I can help and love and hold.
I always ask myself : what is i really want? Passionate love or tranquil life.
Love always begins with passion but ends up with tranquility.
If there r two people: one loves me a lot and is willing to take responsibilities and hold me hands to share the rest of the life;the other one i love a lot, but i know that we hardly will have a future together. Besides, we dont have a lot in common like from two worlds. But as long as being with him, i feel happy even just because of eyes' expression or a shy smile.
How will i choose?
My favorite writer is Sanmao(Echo). When she was 23 years old, she studied in Spain and met a boy called Jose.
ose was 20 and deeply fell in love with her, but teenagers' love is always full of fantasys. Sanmao went back to Taiwan, got engaged and then went through the death of her fiance. In sorrow, she went back to Europe. Six years later, the once young teenager still loved her and this love never had stopped. They got married and really enjoyed two people's world and their footprints could be found everywhere from beach, desert to mountain. Love is not easy, maybe u have to wait six years, but it's not hard neither, because sometimes just an eyes' expression will let u know that u can never walk away from the one u loved.
After seven years' happy marriage life, Jose died inan accident. In grief, Sanmao struggled a few years and hang herself in a normal morning.
Sanmao said that she should be happy that Jose died before she did, cause she could never imagine that Jose was the person now going through the feeling to lose the one he loved.
Although this is a tragedy, after all they were in love, deeply. When think of this, i feel grieved but also relieved.
If u have love in front, though u know that maybe it's doomed to be a failure, will u be breve to catch it or just nil admirari?