Today I finally realized after I have forgotten how much I wanted to be with you, how hard it was for us to fianally be together, without the help from Seppi and Karin's we might not be together. Therefore I sent you a message to you and tell you how much I love you.
All my life I have been fooled by bad guys who only using me and wanted my money. Until i found you and you are notthing like the past guy I have been with.
All my life I have been through goods and bads, I though it made me stronger but I was not! I can not stand on my own. I have to pretend that I'm strong but I'm not. I want someone to lead me, be my man, be my hero, guide me where I should go. I had to be so strong in the past, give me sometime! I don't want to look for someone else! I need you to be that person!
Money and Everything I have, I don't need it for myself, I want you to be a part of it! If we see each other in the middle way, go through it together, things won't be difficult like I used to be.
I know that I have been bad to you I did the wrong thing, that you might want to just walk away and not forgiving me! But everybody made mistakes and I accepted, I just need you to understand me and forgive me to change. Give me sometime, help me change! Tell me what to do! Make me a better person like you always wanted me to be !
I have tried to forget what was wrong and remember only our good memories. Right now all the good things you have done erase all the bad memories. Lets meke good memories so that we dont have to remember bad memories and let it hurt us again!
I know that you are very smart hard working man. You can and you will get anything you want! I wanted to know that I will stay by yourside and support you no matter what.
Sorry for the wrong thing I have done!