First I'm very happy you asking this kind of serious question. I copy and paste just now your question (If I love who I love really wants to love to for a long time)
Because i met many girl i did not felt their want to found love for a along time.because i was serious when in love with someone.
I understand what our most difficult part,its communications.lets think other good way,maybe we can training our english but sometimes maybe some of us tiring ,will easy to getting no patience but i still wish to try because i feel we have many same hobby.