Why can't you understand me?
I told you, I would try to buy a house,
BUT I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS POSSIBLE!
1) I don't know exactly how much money i will have in April 2019.
2) I don't know exactly how much money i will have then every month. I try to find out more in june.
3) I don't know the price of a house. You told me 1.500.000. What, if we want to have a house which costs more (perhaps 2.500.000)
4) We need things for the house.
5) We need to live. We will not have a good live when I have to pay all my money for the house.
6) I still must pay things in Germany; for example health assurance and tax and .............
You should see, that the calculation is not easy.
You told: "I feel good with you
And i will love you if you can take care me"
Does it mean, that you can't love me, when I can't buy a house for you?