Anan,
I am sorry for not staying in contact with you. I do think of you often as I have enjoyed the time we have spent together. You are a very nice lady with a good heart. I enjoy your company.
I have not been feeling very well mentally lately. I have been feeling a bit sad and down. I have to take some time to get over my divorce. Seven years together is a long time. I know my wife and I cannot live together anymore but she was a good wife and she is a good lady. I realize it is for the best but I just cannot forget my feelings overnight. I am feeling lonely but that is not the best time to start a new relationship.
It is important for me to spend some time alone and get my thoughts and feelings together. Drinking and hanging out with so-called friends is not the answer either. I am trying to take care of my health right now, focusing on reflection, diet, and exercise. I do a lot of reading.
I have not forgotten you and my hope is that you do not forget me. If it is OK, I hope to see you again soon. I realize you do not check your E-mail very often so don't worry about how long it takes to get back to me. I just want you to know you are on my mind.
Thinking of you,
Tony