Sorry Apple,
A few more quick things,
I am sorry for the other night. I said some not very nice things to you. I was mad and I should have stopped but I kept going. You did not deserve to be spoken to like that. You are a lady and ladies should not be spoken to in that tone. But again I was mad and I am sorry.
As far as the trip this was a mistake on my part. But I must stick to my decision and go alone. I know you will understand what I am saying here. The bottom line is it will not be a good idea for us to go together.
It will be very awkward now for both of us if we still went through with it. I think you understand this as well.
Get lots of sleep and drink lots of fluids.
Take care