Pam, I'm happy as we are now, this friendship between us means a lot to me, I'm really glad that I met you, at this point in time I realised that I should enjoy the present time with you and not worry about the future or the past, you can date, you can love anyone you like and don't have to worry about me being sad because I won't and you can tell me anything you're uncomfortable with or when you feel sad and need someone to talk to, I assure you that I'm always here to listen.