Ok. If that's what u want then I cannot do anything also. Better being a bit hurt now than being hurt more later. I respect your decision. Wish you success in Paris and in everything you do. Susu na. Don't give up on your dreams. You are a smart, kind and cheerful girl, dont let anyone take that away from you. Not even me. Even when life hits you hardest. Stand back up at fight it back. If you need help in the future for anything. I'll still be here for you.