Hi, I'm sorry I make you thinking so much. I understand you and you waiting me. I like you very much and I wish I could come to you long time ago.
I see now I can not come to Thailand before earliest October. That the reason I start to thinking I do something wrong to make you waiting me so long time and still not sure if I can come then, I also thinking if I come and meet you what will happen after if I not can come and meet you before maybe 1 year again?
Right now many things happen in my work and that the reason I not try to thinking so much but I know I need to choose something one day.
Really I don't know how I can do everything I want