actually I don't give precedent to birthday clz I think is not a Muslim culture
but for you I'll think is a chance for tell U to be strong and make your dream come true don't give up although isnt easy to make that but is normally clz its a life
when you grow up you have to do something harder if you grow up it's mean you'll meet something harder from this point
so then be strong i'll beside whatever if you have something what i can help you just tell me
hope my suggestion will be advantage for you however if it just a little
and last thing don't forget to ask the one who can help you anything if he want no one can stop him but if he won't no one can give you too I think you really know now who's he