I miss you so much. I want you to hold me so much. When time allows, and we can be together in a way that we want, I will continue as if it is my last mission. I miss you so much, I want to 'run away with you so far no ill will contaminate us. But it is only a fragment of my imagination and fantasy. It helps to fantasize sometimes tedious wounds of the things I experienced. I miss you, my love, and want nothing more than to be in your arms until you kissed my loneliness away,