Hello my friend, sorry that it took such a long time to write you this mail. this has two reasons:
1. I was very very sick with Dengue Fever i got in Asia. I was in Germany in the hospital and it took 3 weeks to recover.
2. I was very sad, sad about thong nai pan. i was so angry with Sahra from Bamboo Bar and i did not know how to write that mail.
you know, i made at one night (when you have not been in Thong Nai Pan) a stupid mistake: i took some pieces of dry fish from the table at bamboo which belong to Sahra. I understand that it was a mistake and i realy thought this is some fucked up fish or food nobody is eating. i did NOT took anything else or "dugged into" the curry ..... however, this Sahragril managed to make the biggest story out of it all, beeing angry with me at that night (of course, but also still beeing angry and very unfair the SECOND day, saying
"that bamboo does not need such people like me" and
"that i and my friends should better leave bamboo" or
"you behave worse than my dog"
the second day i talked to her to say sorry, i ordered a fish in thong sala for the next day and said to Sahra and Pawn that i am sorry and so on.....
but still, the second night she came drunk to my bungalow in front of ALL of MY FRIENDS!!!!!! and started to scream at me and all other people, that we are bad people etc. and would never come into HER bamboo Bar..... she wanted money for the fucking fish and i gave her 350 BAHT...350!!!!.....i still said sorry and i was VERY ashamed infront of my friends......it is sad that i have to feel this way in a place i call home!!!!
The third day i went to them and gave them the fish (you can ask TA from Pen Bungalow: i spent 700 baht for a full fish, let people from Pen Bungalow cook it and brought it to them!!!!!!
Still, third day and she is still angry and now so many days later i have to hear from people, that sahra is telling people that i took her fish, did not pay and gave her only the head of the fish!!!! (yes, 700 baht for only the head???????)
So:
i eat a fucking small piece of dry fish, she is very angry, i buy a new fish and pay her 350 baht and she is still freaking out, i buy a fish, a full fucking fish and then it is not enough?? What can i do now?
anyways, i just wanted to let you know that i love thong nai pan, i love bamboo and i love you and your family. if sahra is somehow the boss in bamboo bungalow and if it is true that you do not need people like me - then please let me know that and i will not cross your way again.....but i want to know that from you! i am coming with my wife in december like i told you and i do not want her to know about all of this trouble in thong nai pan yai - the place we married - so please let me know before we come now.
i am friend with everyone and i tried to be nice all the years in thong nai pan, tried to be good and tried to feel home
fuck - i love this place and the people and this woman killed in 2 nights everything out of me and i am realy sad about that.
i am looking forward to your answer! Love!
Hamid