I suppose this is where i to express myself, so i'll briefly tell you a little about me :)
Well.. as you already know i crossdress because i enjoy it. Anyway, i'm 18-22(i said that because i uploaded old pics too :P ) and nobody actually knows i dress up apart from friends online, and at the moment, i don't mind it being that way. I've been dressing up since i was about 12, but recently i've been doing it slightly more seriously. By "more seriously" i just mean i've began to find out about other people who crossdress and also i've began to order my own clothes, not to mention recently purcahsed a wig and trying makeup :)
I buy most of my clothes on ebay (well at least when i find a bargin, as some sellers totally try to rip you off ^.^), but also i have been trying other retailers where prices of shoes especially are much cheaper (most recently the shop "new look"). As nobody knows i dress, i make sure i arrange a delivery for when i know its only me going to be at home.
I know it isn't the best of situations, i have had deliveries come which my mum has signed for, she never asks what it is, so i suppose i'm kinda lucky.
Concerning that, as i still live at home and my parents are split up, i live with my mum most of the time. Although she has never said anything to me, i'm sure she knows about my dressing. I've given up trying to perfectly hide all my clothes (theres simply too many - it just keeps getting bigger ^.^) and espesically if you change the bedding, the clothes are very obvious. So in turn, as she hasn't felt that she should come and talk to me, i assume she is alright with it, or would rather not get involved.
How i feel when dressed is what makes me curious. When i'm not dressed, apart from times when i think about dressing, i don't like the thourght of what i fantasise about when i'm dressed. I've had several girlfriends, and never told any about my dressing. When dressed, i fantasise about being with other crossdressers or girls, playing dress up, but if it was with other crossdressers, i also think about other sexual activities, but as i say, i only think about these when i'm dressed or when i think about dressing. Also as i only fantasise about this, i'm not sure if i'd have the confidence to act them out if i had the opportunity. It confuses me slightly (as i'm sure i've just confused you after reading it, haha :p).
I've also talked to other people online, who share similar experiences to this so i hope i'm not alone :)
I suppose this is where i to express myself, so i'll briefly tell you a little about me :)
Well.. as you already know i crossdress because i enjoy it. Anyway, i'm 18-22(i said that because i uploaded old pics too :P ) and nobody actually knows i dress up apart from friends online, and at the moment, i don't mind it being that way. I've been dressing up since i was about 12, but recently i've been doing it slightly more seriously. By "more seriously" i just mean i've began to find out about other people who crossdress and also i've began to order my own clothes, not to mention recently purcahsed a wig and trying makeup :)
I buy most of my clothes on ebay (well at least when i find a bargin, as some sellers totally try to rip you off ^.^), but also i have been trying other retailers where prices of shoes especially are much cheaper (most recently the shop "new look"). As nobody knows i dress, i make sure i arrange a delivery for when i know its only me going to be at home.
I know it isn't the best of situations, i have had deliveries come which my mum has signed for, she never asks what it is, so i suppose i'm kinda lucky.
Concerning that, as i still live at home and my parents are split up, i live with my mum most of the time. Although she has never said anything to me, i'm sure she knows about my dressing. I've given up trying to perfectly hide all my clothes (theres simply too many - it just keeps getting bigger ^.^) and espesically if you change the bedding, the clothes are very obvious. So in turn, as she hasn't felt that she should come and talk to me, i assume she is alright with it, or would rather not get involved.
How i feel when dressed is what makes me curious. When i'm not dressed, apart from times when i think about dressing, i don't like the thourght of what i fantasise about when i'm dressed. I've had several girlfriends, and never told any about my dressing. When dressed, i fantasise about being with other crossdressers or girls, playing dress up, but if it was with other crossdressers, i also think about other sexual activities, but as i say, i only think about these when i'm dressed or when i think about dressing. Also as i only fantasise about this, i'm not sure if i'd have the confidence to act them out if i had the opportunity. It confuses me slightly (as i'm sure i've just confused you after reading it, haha :p).
I've also talked to other people online, who share similar experiences to this so i hope i'm not alone :)
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