Thank you for conversation lastnight. 
I found that you've may got problem with your passion 
or problem with your logic. becuase someting when you told me
sounds like “It's not reasonable” especially your logic.
maybe cuz, your surrounding by people same level as you.
or something I don’t know but if u wanna make your life better
We can guide u to that point.
If you become my officer. maybe you can see what people does
And see what you can do for your future,
See how can make yourself better and have a better life
Don't b serious It's just suggestion from old woman